It is a day of going to hospital today. [I do not want to go!!!] and repulsion are always caused in me.
It is said to a doctor that it is impossible to go home for a visit to a grave to Kagoshima in the present state though the day after tomorrow is an anniversary of a death of father. Though it is the day when it is important for me. . .
The days when I am alone and continue taking a rest in Tokyo. I am lonely. Uneasiness. I am sad. I am hard. . . . Tears fall. I want to say a lot of complaints. But, at the side of Rearea♪, I do not want to say. It is the only partner whom it rescues it, and I should protect that there is Rearea♪ together.
When I do not do my best! You must not give it up! Time should make me a cheerful body according to the cause by all means. I will believe it and myself. It will come true sometime. A wish will come true by all means sometime...
I tried to make handmade dinner and snack tonight. A snack is Tips of a sweet potato. Soup of the milk base that the dinner put a sweet potato, a cabbage, a carrot, tofu. When were you more delicious when you looked when you ate absorbedly?
Rearea♪ which seems to be satisfactory after a meal. Does not a stomach somewhat bulge?(^^)
Rearea♪ supports me till now. She is healthy and always waves a tail cheerfully and a feeling is bright and can become it. She loves the sea. She enjoys it than she takes it to where. When I am young, the sea is the important place that learned splendor in spite of being father and play for me. Is it which I was taught by father handed down to Rearea♪?